balance

it is not enough just following flowing river water. Falling leave on the flowing water. Is it only part of the balance of the river or is it has its own balance? Falling leave may have its own balance, own life journey..it used to be part of tree & its falling is part of the tree life balance..flowing water has also the balance..to convey life energy from mountain to ocean

am the leave that intersect with flowing water..both oh them have their balance..and they should go to find unite balance together

Lower Wanagon Story

cold morning @ lower wanagon

we've spent four nights there, fixing water level radar sensors for flood early warning system

it was a perfect time to reflect about loving job, dedication, lotality, responsibility, solving problems & cope with unsecure feeling...








cant use this machine gun, just for narsis.

just feel relieve after 4 days camping

relieve

cargo nett from Lower Wanagon
the flood early warning system repair project has been done

thanks God
coming home safely

Berada di tengah kabut berarak naik
Dari lembah Wanagon yang dingin
Putih namun memekat
Bergulung suara air sungai
Bergemuruh
Di tengah kesunyian yang mendalam
Kucoba merasai hati ini
\tercenung
\gelisah
\sempurna
Akankah kuikuti air sungai yang bergemuruh ke laut?
Ataukah bersama kabut berarak naik?
Apakah akhirnya nanti sama saja
Karena kabut yang naik
Akan menjadi tetes hujan di atas
Kemudian jatuh dan mengisi gemuruh air sungai
Menuju laut
Karena air sungai yang ke laut
Akhirnya menjadi awan berarak naik

Lower Wanagon, January 2012

freedom from fear

Remember this four freedoms, from Mr Roosevelt, 1941, that every people in the world should enjoy:

Freedom of speech and expression
Freedom of worship
Freedom from want
Freedom from fear

Then reflect them into your daily life, do you already enjoy those freedoms? all? partially? below is short discussion of me vs myself

my self: I wanna reflect these freedoms to myself, my daily life in job site..in which I feel, and probably all my friends who work here too & their families, at least psychologically, unsecure..

me:how come? there are hundreds of police & army at freeport site..can you see so many route patrols cars with apparatus within driving around from HL-LL-HL for security patrols?

my self: yea you just right, but please see facts that shooting after shooting continue to happen..with two digits death tolls now and the murderers cant be brought to justice yet :(
why these irresponsible people so hate us? we just make a living here, for our beloved family..we dont make any enemy here

me: bro, see the big picture, they dont target you, they must have bigger agenda

my self: what? there is nothing bigger than people being murdered, imagine the feeling of the family left behind!

me: cant discuss here bro..lets go private!

myself : so you dont have the first freedom, freedom of speech and expression

me: and we both dont have the fourth freedom :(

Farewell my friends

Last night, 4 friends of mine, say goodbye hardly in farewell session @ Darussadah Mosque Tembagapura..they will move to continue their life @ another part of world outside Tembagapura..its always emotional..we used to meet, doing religious activities together, bonded by hardship situation at job site..strengthen each other..far away from family..and then finally they move on, and we stay still in Tembagapura..

May Allah bless you with barakah, protection & ridho with whatever your goals in life...

sad date

A week ago shooting caused the death of two KPI employees in Freeport area.. I've written it in my lunch box..

May the victim souls rest in peace. And may the killers can be brought to justice soon..